I relapsed today after being clean for the longest I ever have.
I hate myself
Thankyou this means so much xx
Thankyou I’m really trying I promise xx
•I can see you for only a glimpse and tell that you are hurting, so don’t lie to me.
•I can take one look at you and just by the way you carry yourself and act I can’t tell you that you self harm.
•just by one meal and watching you as you look at your food, I can tell you are struggling with eating.
•wanna know why?
•it’s because I have been there, I know how much it hurts.
but it hurts more knowing I can’t just shake the pain out of you.
If everyone thought like this, it would change the world.